Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Almost 5 am
It's almost 5am, I should be sleeping. I hate thesis season. It's going to end soon, but so will college. I'm starting to get all senti----reminiscing clueless freshie days, adjusting sophie days, happy haggard junior year, and stressful senior year. hahaha. I shouldn't be blogging now. It's almost 5am, I'm not thinking staright anymore. Have to get some sleep. More thesis to come tomorrow. I mean, later.I'm trying to send my resume to ANC for an internship that I'm not sure I want. Well,there's no harm in trying to apply so...
In between analysis of Pinoy Dream Academy and Bituing Walang Ningning eps, Roro and I talked about what we want to do after college. Just a month ago, I was so sure I want to work for ABS right away. Now I want to take a break, start dancing again. It's so much harder to make decisions now. It's my future at stake. Hay I want to go back to my clueless freshie year.
I'm not sleepy, but my head is feeling weird. Have to rest. Like I said, it's almost 5 am, I shouldn't be blogging.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
The Weekend Syndrome
Basta umuwi ako sa Lipa, wala akong nagagawang schoolwork. Home is for rest, rest, and rest. I never learned. I keep telling myself that if I have plenty of work to do, wag uuwi kasi hindi magagawa. I never run out of things to do but I still go home once in a while (every 2-3weeks). I guess I need the rest. In a few hours, I'll be going back to QC. Then, I'll start working on my scripts and thesis.Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Can't wait to graduate...or not
Can I just fall asleep and wake up on graduation day? This way, I won't have to go through all the trouble of preparing a pre-prod organizer, shooting, and editing for BC 122. No cramming report and book reviews for PI 100. No textual analysis, no RRL, no methodology, no framework, and no production to worry about for thesis. No homework, groupwork, and orgwork to accomplish. No problems about staying awake for the night. No bugging my blockmates to pay their gradpic fees. No staying in QC for the weekend. No failed diet attempts due to bingeing over schoolwork. No freeloaders to deal with. No haggardness at all. I would absolutely love that.But then, that would also mean no sleepovers, no bonding over ice cream after a successful prod, no screaming at the top of our lungs during the UP Fair, no field trip to Banahaw, no hanging out at the lobby in between classes, no spontaneous lunches in weird places, no jogging in the acad oval with ?health-conscious? blockmates, no impersonations of Sam Milby's funny accent...
O well. Despite the haggardness of my remaining months in college, I guess I really won't give it up for anything. So what if I don't sleep? So what if I don't have a life? Wait there... I do have a life. It's stressful and tiring and all that, but I love it. Well, not every second of it though.
So... when I say I want to graduate, I didn't mean I want college to end. I just want the schoolwork to end.
keina. coffee addict. crammer. sleep deprived. haggard. happy. in love. busy. masipag. tamad. hyper. exhausted. iyakin. kulit. sayaw. pagod. sayaw ulit.
